YMESSED UP LIFE
Monday, May 09, 2005 - 8:20 PM
hai... guess the sun rose from the west and set in the east.. today everything went so wrong.. innova junior college lost to yishun jc 4-1.. though i won the 1 point fer the sch.. still we cannot qualify fer the last eight.. i was reali disappointed.. tt the onli person tt i seek at tt moment wld be none other than ma dear.. like i said a bad day iz reali a bad day.. i wanted so much to meet wif her but so suai-ly.. the bus did not arrive on time like it always did.. the bus was suppose to be at the sports hall at 4.30 but however tday it arrived at 5.30.. so nvm.. at least i noe tt i can still c her at cwp.. at least to see her home.. once again.. the bus which always drop us at cwp demand tt we drop off at sch.. and becos of tt.. i had to somehow ps ma dear.. somehow i now how she feels.. but actually at tt point in time.. i needed someone to tok to so badly.. someone hu can listen to how i felt tt day.. but jux got rejected.. she din had the mood to tok.. i was so lost.. wad did i personally do to make her unhappy?... all i wan iz jux to c her happy everyday..
i din ask fer a quarrel....
i never wanted a quarrel...
i jux wan u to understand how i feel tday...
i noe havin to walk home alone feels awful...
but to noe tt u are walking alone...
makes me feel so guilty and much more awful..
i luv u...
sorry...
[ sO LeAve mi High.. DUn LeAve mi DrY..]

