YMESSED UP LIFE
Tuesday, June 13, 2006 - 1:09 AM
u noe some pple might say life is full of shyt.. life is good being short.. wish time flies faster.. but however it wasnt the same impression i felt yesterday.. still recalling the scene in the morning when ma sis rush upstairs and said: " Kor.. Aunt Molly passed away this morning".. ma mind went totally lost.. i thot in ma mind like aren't we suppose to visit her this hols or sthing on tt line.. u noe kids like mi wld still be dinkin whether itz another dirty prank from ma sis but everything went clear when i saw the tears rolling in ma mum's eyes.. later i was told tt she fell in the toilet and died instantly..well.. not reali complete though but itz so sudden..U noe tt strange feelin when u feel 'Ouch!' in ur heart.. well.. tt was how i felt.. and so coincidentally.. i Tunes was playin " Bad Day- Daniel Powter".. somehow.. no link but the song almost made me teared.. Calls come in and out.. the atmosphere was so liveless.. and i cld picture ma mum weeping behind ma back over the phone.. the message conveyed with a heavy heart.. u noe.. sometimes u try to fight back ur tears but u can't.. i can somehow relate with ma mum.. she is the youngest in the family.. and her sis reali dote her a lot and ma mum wld always look up to her for advice.. and sometimes u jux can't take it tt ur dearest sis or ur good shopping mate has to go.. somehow i will remember her not bcos she was a shopping mate to ma mum but a caring teacher full of moral values and love.. she was also outgoin.. jux remembered she spent her money on overseas trips and goin dere all by herself.. Wad A Life!.. daring of her too..
well.. Ma mum has left for KL fer the funeral on wednesday.. i hope she will be alrite and try to hold back her tears.. u noe mum.. aunt molly wun wan u to shed tears in front of her.. itz jux her time and god has sent angels to protect her and take her to another place better.. back home here.. i jux prayed she will find peace in heaven and tt ma mum will move on despite the tragic demise of her beloved sister.. well.. life is unpredictable but beautiful if u live it good..
Some may think life is good when its short.. how bout living a good life when u noe its short?
Rest in peace - Aunt Molly
[ sO LeAve mi High.. DUn LeAve mi DrY..]

